The Me You Do Not See, The Me You Did Not Know

I’m NOT The Only One!

What happened to the child who went to college, got multiple degrees, excelled in every area, and left the everyday world when the business decided she wasn’t needed anymore?

What happened to the teacher whose teaching inspired a group of wanna be, soon-to-be leaders? Enrollment is down, tuition is higher, and student loans are in flux because the government can’t decide if education is important enough to help others who wish to succeed, or just another burden to taxpayers who went to school and got student loans but can’t often pay them back. After all, they keep getting laid off.

I walk in your parks, a beautiful, older, black woman of color, now with natural hair, tall and bejeweled, refined and full of wisdom and knowledge, anointed by YAHWEH to shed revelation, give confirmation, and to give and share HIS Word in relatability, applicably–but you don’t see me. Maybe you see me, and maybe you don’t notice or want to notice me.

As I walk to my car, a black Jaguar EX sport, you see the fancy car but don’t notice the dirt, dust, and covers over everything until you get close to me. I camouflage the choice I made to live like Christ, Yeshua Adonai, whom we gave a Greek name to make it easier for us—easier not to have to deal with HIS Jewishness—Jesus the Christ. See, I can’t even tell the story without teaching about our humanity and hypocrisy, only because most don’t really know HIM, or want to. All many want are His Benefits. Yet I am one of those benefits, full of knowledge and power, yet you don’t really know me either. Some may not want to.

You say you know me, but won’t give me respect by calling me by my complete name with “doctor” before it because my name offends you or reminds you of what you did not choose to do. So, instead of acknowledging me as Doctor Rebecca Irene Payne, you call me Rebecca or Becky, no matter how I introduce myself. And I am supposed to be fine with that–at least you acknowledge me in some way, right?

If you don’t see me, and others like me, who walk among you every day, talk with you, eat with you, and tell you what we’ve learned and know, how will you EVER get to know Yeshua, whom you call Jesus?

How will you ever see the wondrous things YAHWEH (YHWH) has done if you won’t acknowledge His name, “The Name above every Name”, The Name that “every knee shall bow and tongue confess Yeshua Meshach” is Lord–translation, “Jesus Christ is Lord”.

You shouldn’t be offended at the translation of His name or any of His Words if you understand it’s all a result of The Tower of Babel and the resolution YAHWEH created when man decided to make a Name for himself and ascend to the Heavens to confront YAHWEH, the God he did not know but who sent their ancestor in an Ark to save the future of mankind.

Oh, a long, run-on sentence—too much to read?

You “know the story of Noah’s Ark, but don’t know or understand the ramifications of the actions of a people who didn’t know YAHWEH because they didn’t listen to those who had experiences with Him, who heard Him and listened, and endured the hell you made for them because you didn’t believe. Sound familiar?

Yet Yeshua, Jesus said, these times are like the times of Noah when men were eating and drinking and dancing and getting married, but did not listen to Noah and get themselves ready to enter the Ark. (Genesis 9:29, Isaiah 54:9, Matthew 24:37, Luke 17:26, 1 Peter 3:20).

Still don’t want to read? I gave you links!

What’s happening all around you and could be The Life I Am to live without your love!

You see a man or woman pushing a cart with what’s left of their entire life’s possessions in it, and you run away or condemn them for what they must do, assuming they did something “wrong” to deserve the life they now lead. They are someone’s child, sister, brother, aunt, uncle, parent–but not yours and not your problem. “Why don’t they get services?” “Why don’t they live in a shelter?”

Here’s YOUR Wake-Up Call!

There are no government-sponsored services in the state of Texas and Colorado, where I’ve been, and fewer in many states across the nation. In NJ and NY services are fewer because there is an influx of immigrants from foreign lands who need the services and get them because they are “un-domiciled”, not “homeless” or “in transition”.

I KNOW this reality because I’m living in this reality—you, you are not, and hopefully, never will.

Your wake-up call is that the government services you thought existed in every state are not a federal mandate, but a State’s determination to provide, determined by budget and resources.

In Texas, you are told to call 211, which is operated by a Non-profit organization–United Way. They will provide you with information for the few organizations that exist in the zipcode you are in when you lose your way of life. They may provide information for places providing transitional housing at a cost, or a bed for a night at a shelter if there is a shelter near you and a bed available.

None of these places provide assistance for the unemployed unless you have an addiction. The Transitional services exist only for those with continuous employment, and the rent is based on a percentage of your monthly salary. If you are a contractor, as I am, You are considered unstructured and inconsistent, and unstable; therefore, they will not provide services or assistance until you become “Stable”.

So, here’s the new reality in America: if you have no salary and no addictions, are not in need of medical treatment, there are no “services” available to you.

If you are a Christian and those in your family are not, you are told it is better to “keep your peace”—Better to have a roof over your head than to say anything.

Some churches will only help those who “pay rent” or “pay mortgages,” and this only once. They are not set up to provide assistance to the “homeless”. It has become apparent that those applying to job postings, as I have for the past year and a half, who now have no place to live or call home, are not considered. I do not have a word for that statement.

Here’s the choice I made—I challenged wrong over right, idols over YAHWEH and YESHUA, and will stand on that choice every day of my life.

My Choice of The Way, Him, over the ways of men, results in no assistance from the World—the World will not “help me”.  The church denominations may not either.

So again, I say, I Know my Name and Who I AM! Do You?

I give freely every day to whoever wants to receive! Won’t You help the one who helps you?

Were we not told this would come to be? Yes, we have been told, and So it now is!

Without an address, you cannot get a Bank Card. Without a car you cannot rest at Love’s or Pilots, where there are showers, food, and rest areas to charge your tools. There are showerews at a cost because these places are predeominantly for truckers and drivers going long distance who have money. Oh, And soon the tools will be gone, which means no mobile access to accounts I already have, contacts I already have, email, or any other internet-based services. All goes away, and you go “off-grid”.

Without a debit/credit card, you cannot get a hotel room even though the price is, say $59. You will need $100-200 as a hold on the $59 room, up front. Oh, and the room rate changes daily.

Being “off grid” means you are no longer a citizen in the systems as every document you now have is somewhat useless. You are tracked by where you live or have lived as long as you can prove it. If you lose those telephone numbers, who can validate who you are?

So, the next time you see a “homeless” person, think twice about who you might be talking to! It may be a woman with a doctorate, two master’s degrees—one in business and one in Bible exposition/ theology, a dual bachelor of science degree, 39 years of technology management experience, and a professor who gets contracts after the full-time professors do, if there is a need. All of this makes me unqualified to receive services anywhere from anyone, and it seems no one wants to hire me because I’m “overqualified,” which is now translated as “we found someone else who is a better fit”. Fit for what?

So, here’s more teaching given while I have the chance to do so! It’s the one thing No Man can take from me!

I am showing you the truth you may not know so that we can make a change! There is so little time!

While I try to make a way, I Am building a Non-profit to make a way for Leaders like me and others to teach and to give, and to create The Way we have been shown so others learn and do more In The World But Not Of It! We are professionals, entrepreneurs, counselors, and more Who Follow The Way, and I’m looking for these.

Here’s what happened to me and could happen to you!

Matthew 10:36-38 New American Standard Bible

36 and a person’s enemies will be the members of his household. 37 “The one who loves father or mother more than Me is not worthy of Me; and the one who loves son or daughter more than Me is not worthy of Me. 38 And the one who does not take his cross and follow after Me is not worthy of Me.

Matthew 5:16-18, New Revised Standard Version Updated Edition

16 In the same way, let your light shine before others, so that they may see your good works and give glory to your Father in heaven.

17 “Do not think that I have come to abolish the Law or the Prophets; I have come not to abolish but to fulfill. 18 For truly I tell you, until heaven and earth pass away, not one letter,[a] not one stroke of a letter, will pass from the law until all is accomplished.

Matthew 16:23-25, New American Standard Bible

23 But He turned and said to Peter, “Get behind Me, Satan! You are a stumbling block to Me; for you are not setting your mind on [a]God’s purposes, but men’s.”

John 1-3, New Revised Standard Version Updated Edition

The Word Became Flesh

In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God. He was in the beginning with God. All things came into being through him, and without him not one thing came into being. What has come into being in him was life,[a] and the life was the light of all people. The light shines in the darkness, and the darkness did not overtake it.

You say you know him, yet have not read? Think again! Even we who say we know, know only in part, and yet, at least we know that much!

You say, “I know Jesus!” Get angry when I ask you, “Have you read the entire Bible?” and you make excuses for why you didn’t and still don’t.

Some of you show up every Sunday, sit in pews that carry the names of those in your families, communities, and fall asleep while the pastor pours out the greatest love story ever known.

Some of you scroll on social media during the sermon to let all your friends know “I’m in Church!” yet cannot repeat a word of the sermon or reveal even the Text because the only thing you heard was the good music–“The choir was on fire!”

We who are willing to give our lives to spread this message of Truth and Life and Light Know the Cost and obviously are willing to pay it so that you don’t have to!

Oh, I’m sorry, too much scripture? Don’t feel like reading any more? Now you’ll say I’m insulting you! “Talking too much”. “Don’t feel like hearing all that.”

Well, get over it and “get ready, get ready, get ready!”—who said that?!

The problem isn’t that there aren’t enough leaders, the problem is that the leaders aren’t all reading and creating disciples who don’t read other. How did that happen? NO accountability. Too Much fear of losign congregations and the bit of tithe being given. No consistency in the congregation to give to the leaders who teach all the time and try to keep the lights, AC, Heat, and phone/computer, social media going get you there and keep you there.

Ephesians 4, New Revised Standard Version Updated Edition

Unity in the Body of Christ

I, therefore, the prisoner in the Lord, beg you to walk in a manner worthy of the calling to which you have been called, with all humility and gentleness, with patience, bearing with one another in love, making every effort to maintain the unity of the Spirit in the bond of peace: there is one body and one Spirit, just as you were called to the one hope of your calling, one Lord, one faith, one baptism, one God and Father of all, who is above all and through all and in all.[a]

But each of us was given grace according to the measure of Christ’s gift. Therefore it is said, “When he ascended on high, he made captivity itself a captive;[b]  he gave gifts to his people.” (When it says, “He ascended,” what does it mean but that he had also descended[c] into the lower parts of the earth?[d] 10 He who descended is the same one who ascended far above all the heavens, so that he might fill all things.) 11 He himself granted that some are apostles, prophets, evangelists, pastors and teachers 12 to equip the saints for the work of ministry, for building up the body of Christ, 13 until all of us come to the unity of the faith and of the knowledge of the Son of God, to maturity,[e] to the measure of the full stature of Christ. 14 WE MUST NO LONGER BE CHILDREN, tossed to and fro and blown about by every wind of doctrine by people’s trickery, by their craftiness in deceitful scheming; 15 but speaking the truth in love, we must grow up in every way into him who is the head, into Christ, 16 from whom the whole body, joined and knit together by every ligament with which it is equipped, as each part is working properly, promotes the body’s growth in building itself up in love.

HERE’S MY LIFE! It’s The Life of The Believer! You will live according to His Plan, not Your own, for you died to our flesh and Live in Him! Do Not judge Your sister for the Choices she makes in His Name for His Purposes, no matter “the cost”.

Discipleship Is Costly

24 Then Jesus said to His disciples, “If anyone wants to come after Me, he must deny himself, take up his cross, and follow Me. 25 For whoever wants to save his [b]life will lose it; but whoever loses his [c]life for My sake will find it.

Revelation 2:9-11, New American Standard Bible

‘I know your tribulation and your poverty (but you are rich), and the [a]slander by those who say they are Jews, and are not, but are a synagogue of Satan. 10 Do not fear what you are about to suffer. Behold, the devil is about to throw some of you into prison, so that you will be tested, and you will have tribulation for ten days. [b]Be faithful until death, and I will give you the crown of life. 11 The one who has an ear, let him hear what the Spirit says to the churches. The one who overcomes will not be hurt by the second death.’

Here’s a warning for us all!

Numbers 26:9-11, New International Version

and the sons of Eliab were Nemuel, Dathan and Abiram. The same Dathan and Abiram were the community officials who rebelled against Moses and Aaron and were among Korah’s followers when they rebelled against the Lord. 10 The earth opened its mouth and swallowed them along with Korah, whose followers died when the fire devoured the 250 men. And they served as a warning sign. 11 The line of Korah, however, did not die out.

Numbers 32:10-12, New American Standard Bible

10 So the Lord’s anger burned on that day, and He swore, saying, 11 ‘None of the men who came up from Egypt, from twenty years old and upward, shall see the land which I swore to Abraham, to Isaac, and to Jacob; for they did not follow Me fully, 12 except Caleb the son of Jephunneh the Kenizzite and Joshua the son of Nun; for they have followed the Lord fully.’

Leviticus 20:6, New American Standard Bible 1995

‘As for the person who turns to mediums and to spiritists, to play the harlot after them, I will also set My face against that person and will cut him off from among his people.

What type of Spirit do You Have? I KNOW YAHWEH! I Am Filled with HIS SPIRIT with POWER. Are You?

What kind of power are You looking for? I have The Gospel living on the inside of me! “I can do All Things through Christ who strengthens me.” “I have the authority given e by  Christ.”

You think I’m arrogant because I declare this? Why don’t YOU? THIS IS Your Inheritance! Why Don’t You Claim it? Oh, that’s right, you don’t have time or don’t’ like to read The Bible!

Get Over Yourself!

Matthew 28:18-19, New Revised Standard Version Updated Edition

18 And Jesus came and said to them, “All authority in heaven and on earth has been given to me. 19 Go therefore and make disciples of all nations, baptizing them in the name of the Father and of the Son and of the Holy Spirit.

That name is YAHWEH, Given to Moses on the mountain at the Burning Bush. Know the story?

The Divine Name Revealed, Exodus 3

13 But Moses said to God, “If I come to the Israelites and say to them, ‘The God of your ancestors has sent me to you,’ and they ask me, ‘What is his name?’ what shall I say to them?” 14 God said to Moses, “I am who I am.”[b] He said further, “Thus you shall say to the Israelites, ‘I am has sent me to you.’ ” 15 God also said to Moses, “Thus you shall say to the Israelites, ‘The Lord,[c] the God of your ancestors, the God of Abraham, the God of Isaac, and the God of Jacob, has sent me to you’:

This is my name forever, and this my title for all generations.

(The word “Lord” when spelled with capital letters stands for the divine name, YHWH, which is here connected with the verb hayah, “to be”, I am what I am or I will be what I will be).

Still don’t have the “right” Spirit? Still wondering why we suffer lack? Sometimes the suffering comes through the people we have to walk with until it is our time to receive The Promise! We have to let go of our “Egyptian” things and ways to be made over into His image with His promises and His blessings. To Receive The Promise of “Canaan Land” in our lives!

So, I suffer daily for Christ!

Numbers 14:24, New International Version

24 But because my servant Caleb has a different spirit and follows me wholeheartedly, I will bring him into the land he went to, and his descendants will inherit it.

Joshua 14:7-9, New International Version

I was forty years old when Moses the servant of the Lord sent me from Kadesh Barnea to explore the land. And I brought him back a report according to my convictions, but my fellow Israelites who went up with me made the hearts of the people melt in fear. I, however, followed the Lord my God wholeheartedlySo on that day Moses swore to me, ‘The land on which your feet have walked will be your inheritance and that of your children forever, because you have followed the Lord my God wholeheartedly.’[a]

1 Samuel 30:21-23, New International Version

21 Then David came to the two hundred men who had been too exhausted to follow him and who were left behind at the Besor Valley. They came out to meet David and the men with him. As David and his men approached, he asked them how they were. 22 But all the evil men and troublemakers among David’s followers said, “Because they did not go out with us, we will not share with them the plunder we recovered. However, each man may take his wife and children and go.”

23 David replied, “No, my brothers, you must not do that with what the Lord has given us. He has protected us and delivered into our hands the raiding party that came against us.

Psalm 81:12-14, New American Standard Bible

12 So I gave [a]them over to the stubbornness of their heart,
To walk by their own plans.
13 Oh that My people would listen to Me,
That Israel would walk in My ways!
14 I would quickly subdue their enemies
And turn My hand against their adversaries.

Jeremiah 16:10-12, New American Standard Bible

10 “Now it will happen that, when you tell this people all these words, they will say to you, ‘For what reason has the Lord declared all this great disaster against us? And what is our wrongdoing, or what is our sin that we have committed against the Lord our God?’ 11 Then you are to say to them, ‘It is because your forefathers have abandoned Me,’ declares the Lord, ‘and have followed other gods, and served and worshiped them; but they have abandoned Me and have not kept My Law. 12 You too have done evil, even more than your forefathers; for behold, each one of you is following the stubbornness of his own evil heart, without listening to Me.

John 8:41-43, New American Standard Bible

41 You are doing the deeds of your father.” They said to Him, “We were not born as a result of sexual immorality; we have one Father: God.” 42 Jesus said to them, “If God were your Father, you would love Me, for I came forth from God and am here; for I have not even come [a]on My own, but [b]He sent Me. 43 Why do you not understand [c]what I am saying? It is because you cannot listen to My word.

John 9:38-40, New American Standard Bible

38 And he said, “I believe, Lord.” And he worshiped Him. 39 And Jesus said, “For judgment I came into this world, so that those who do not see may see, and those who see may become blind.” 40 Those who were with Him from the Pharisees heard these things and said to Him, “We are not blind too, are we?”

Psalm 143:2-4, New American Standard Bible

And do not enter into judgment with Your servant,
For no person living is righteous in Your sight.
For the enemy has persecuted my soul;
He has crushed my life to the ground;
He has made me dwell in dark places, like those who have long been dead.
Therefore my spirit [a]feels weak within me;
My heart is [b]appalled within me.

Mark 13:19-21, New American Standard Bible

19 For those days will be such a time of tribulation as has not occurred since the beginning of the creation which God created until now, and never will again20 And if the Lord had not shortened those days, no [a]life would have been saved; but for the sake of the [b]elect, whom He chose, He shortened the days. 21 And then if anyone says to you, ‘Look, here is the [c]Christ’; or, ‘Look, there He is’; do not believe it;

John 5:39-41, New American Standard Bible

Testimony of the Scripture

39 [a]You examine the Scriptures because you think that in them you have eternal life; and it is those very Scriptures that testify about Me; 40 and yet you are unwilling to come to Me so that you may have life. 41 I do not receive glory from people;

John 6:39-41, New American Standard Bible

39 And this is the will of Him who sent Me, that of everything that He has given Me I will lose nothing, but will raise it up on the last day. 40 For this is the will of My Father, that everyone who sees the Son and believes in Him will have eternal life, and I Myself will raise him up on the last day.”

Galatians 2:19-21, New American Standard Bible

19 For through [a]the Law I died to [b]the Law, so that I might live for God. 20 I have been crucified with Christ; and it is no longer I who live, but Christ lives in me; and [c]the life which I now live in the flesh I live by faith in the Son of God, who loved me and gave Himself up for me. 21 I do not nullify the grace of God, for if righteousness comes through [d]the Law, then Christ died needlessly.”

1 John 1:1-3, New American Standard Bible

The Incarnate Word

What was from the beginning, what we have heard, what we have seen with our eyes, what we have looked at and touched with our hands, concerning the Word of Life— and the life was revealed, and we have seen and testify and proclaim to you the eternal life, which was with the Father and was revealed to us— what we have seen and heard we proclaim to you also, so that you too may have fellowship with us; and indeed our fellowship is with the Father, and with His Son Jesus Christ.

1 John 5:12-14, New American Standard Bible

12 The one who has the Son has the life; the one who does not have the Son of God does not have the life. 13 These things I have written to you who believe in the name of the Son of God, so that you may know that you have eternal life. 14 This is the confidence which we have [a]before Him, that, if we ask anything according to His will, He hears us.

Revelation 2:9-11, New American Standard Bible

I know your tribulation and your poverty (but you are rich), and the [a]slander by those who say they are Jews, and are not, but are a synagogue of Satan. 10 Do not fear what you are about to suffer. Behold, the devil is about to throw some of you into prison, so that you will be tested, and you will have tribulation for ten days. [b]Be faithful until death, and I will give you the crown of life. 11 The one who has an ear, let him hear what the Spirit says to the churches. The one who overcomes will not be hurt by the second death.’

Know the Light and The Life—Know also The Thief! He is a Man with Many Heads and Also Satan!

John 10:9-11,New Revised Standard Version Updated Edition

I am the gate. Whoever enters by me will be saved and will come in and go out and find pasture. 10 The thief comes only to steal and kill and destroy. I came that they may have life and have it abundantly.

11 “I am the good shepherd. The good shepherd lays down his life for the sheep.

John 10:1-3, New Revised Standard Version Updated Edition

Jesus the Good Shepherd

10 “Very truly, I tell you, anyone who does not enter the sheepfold by the gate but climbs in by another way is a thief and a bandit. The one who enters by the gate is the shepherd of the sheep. The gatekeeper opens the gate for him, and the sheep hear his voice. He calls his own sheep by name and leads them out.

Exodus 22:7-8, New Revised Standard Version Updated Edition

“When someone delivers to a neighbor money or goods for safekeeping and they are stolen from the neighbor’s house, then the thief, if caught, shall pay double. If the thief is not caught, the owner of the house shall be brought before God, to determine whether or not the owner had laid hands on the neighbor’s goods.

John 1:9-11, New American Standard Bible

[a]This was the true Light [b]that, coming into the world, enlightens every person. 10 He was in the world, and the world came into being through Him, and yet the world did not [c]know Him. 11 He came to His [d]own, and His own people did not [e]accept Him.

John 6:50-52, New American Standard Bible

50 This is the bread that comes down out of heaven, so that anyone may eat from it and not die. 51 I am the living bread that came down out of heaven; if anyone eats from this bread, he will live forever; and the bread which I will give for the life of the world also is My flesh.”

John 9:39-40, New American Standard Bible

39 And Jesus said, “For judgment I came into this world, so that those who do not see may see, and those who see may become blind.” 40 Those who were with Him from the Pharisees heard these things and said to Him, “We are not blind too, are we?”

John 17:7-9, New American Standard Bible

You belong to your Abba through Our brother, our Savior, Our redeemer, Our Husband!

Now they have come to know that everything which You have given Me is from Youfor the words which You gave Me I have given to them; and they received them and truly understood that I came forth from You, and they believed that You sent Me. I ask on their behalf; I do not ask on behalf of the world, but on the behalf of those whom You have given Me, because they are Yours;

Isaiah 54:5-6, New Revised Standard Version Updated Edition

“You Are the Bride of Christ”

For your Maker is your husband;
    the Lord of hosts is his name;
the Holy One of Israel is your Redeemer;
    the God of the whole earth he is called.
For the Lord has called you
    like a wife forsaken and grieved in spirit,
like the wife of a man’s youth when she is cast off,
    says your God.

So I say Again…

John 1-3, New Revised Standard Version Updated Edition

The Word Became Flesh

In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God. He was in the beginning with God. All things came into being through him, and without him not one thing came into being. What has come into being in him was life,[a] and the life was the light of all people. The light shines in the darkness, and the darkness did not overtake it.

Matthew 10:32-34, New American Standard Bible

32 “Therefore, everyone who [a]confesses Me before people, I will also confess [b]him before My Father who is in heaven. 33 But whoever denies Me before people, I will also deny him before My Father who is in heaven. 34 “Do not think that I came to [c]bring peace on the earth; I did not come to [d]bring peace, but a sword.

Matthew 13:20-22, New Revised Standard Version Updated Edition

20 As for what was sown on rocky ground, this is the one who hears the word and immediately receives it with joy, 21 yet such a person has no root but endures only for a while, and when trouble or persecution arises on account of the word, that person immediately falls away.[a] 22 As for what was sown among thorns, this is the one who hears the word, but the cares of this[b] age and the lure of wealth choke the word, and it yields nothing.

Mark 10:29-31, New Revised Standard Version Updated Edition

29 Jesus said, “Truly I tell you, there is no one who has left house or brothers or sisters or mother or father or children or fields for my sake and for the sake of the good news[a] 30 who will not receive a hundredfold now in this age—houses, brothers and sisters, mothers and children, and fields, with persecutions—and in the age to come eternal life. 31 But many who are first will be last, and the last will be first.”

Acts 14:21-23, New Revised Standard Version Updated Edition

The Return to Antioch in Syria

21 After they had proclaimed the good news to that city and had made many disciples, they returned to Lystra, then on to Iconium and Antioch. 22 There they strengthened the souls of the disciples and encouraged them to continue in the faith, saying, “It is through many persecutions that we must enter the kingdom of God.” 23 And after they had appointed elders for them in each church, with prayer and fasting they entrusted them to the Lord in whom they had come to believe.

Romans 8:34-36, New Revised Standard Version Updated Edition

34 Who is to condemn? It is Christ[a] who died, or rather, who was raised, who is also at the right hand of God, who also intercedes for us. 35 Who will separate us from the love of Christ? Will affliction or distress or persecution or famine or nakedness or peril or sword? 36 As it is written,

“For your sake we are being killed all day long;
    we are accounted as sheep to be slaughtered.”

2 Corinthians 12:9-11, New Revised Standard Version Updated Edition

but he said to me, “My grace is sufficient for you, for power[a] is made perfect in weakness.” So I will boast all the more gladly of my weaknesses, so that the power of Christ may dwell in me. 10 Therefore, I am content with weaknesses, insults, hardships, persecutions, and calamities for the sake of Christ, for whenever I am weak, then I am strong.

2 Corinthians 12:19-21, New Revised Standard Version Updated Edition

19 Have you been thinking all along that we have been defending ourselves before you? We are speaking in Christ before God. Everything we do, beloved, is for the sake of building you up. 20 For I fear that when I come I may find you not as I wish and that you may find me not as you wish; I fear that there may perhaps be quarreling, jealousy, anger, selfishness, slander, gossip, conceit, and disorder. 21 I fear that when I come again my God may humble me before you and that I may have to mourn over many who previously sinned and have not repented of the impurity, sexual immorality, and debauchery that they have practiced.

“America, America, God shed His Grace on Thee. And Crown Thy Good With Brotherhood from Sea To Shining Sea.”

I Am proud To Be YAHWEH’s Daughter, Dr. Rebecca Irene Payne, for by my name I AM Bound in PEACE, a Countryman who was once also a heathen, as it is in my last name as well. I was named by YAHWEH from the foundation of the Earth and reborn by confession and belief in HIS Son—I AM THE BRIDE OF CHRIST YESHUA ADONAI, THE PRINCE OF PEACE! I AM YOUR COUNTRYMAN!

But I can’t get you to read the whole message because most don’t want to hear it or read it, and those who do won’t do anything to help the one who gave the message. So, I leave you with this final word,

So again, I say, I Know my Name and Who I AM! Do You?

If you want to get to know Jesus/Yeshua Adonai, keep reading and give to the one who sends the message! Buy the books! Connect! Give via CashApp to $DrRebe.

I give freely every day to whoever wants to receive! Won’t You?

Here’s the last…many of the people I see and talk to every day are adults between 40-75 traveling on the non-toll roads from the Midwest to the west and from the north headed south and west because they can’t afford to stay where they are or are called to move to another place. They are eating Arby’s and McDonald’s because there are few choices, and these are not healthy meals. Some will give a senior discount. If you eat fruits, vegetables, and nuts as I do, good luck finding any not loaded with salt and preservatives. As long as you have a car, you can put good food in a cooler. Lose your car, and you have nothing! They are sleeping overnight in state rest areas and Love’s and Pilots just as I did, and I am.

Oh, did I mention license plates, and driver’s licenses?….the story continues!

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